That's enough seriousness for one post, and now on to chase a fox and do more beating around a bush that would not survive if beat directly.
Ever get the sense of something being off. Like just not right (hence the use of the word off). Ya... I don't know where I am going with this. I spent a lot of thought into this post previously and mentally it is getting quite lengthy. So here's the deal... I'll be honest with you, This post was not primarily for you, and because of that you'll probably feel unsatisfied with it. This post really aloud me to vent and it was quite therapeutic, as are most of my posts, yet I typically don't write two for the price of one. Or rather I don't write one with the work for two.
That all being said, I simply don't think I can take this to any further logical conclusion but do not panic your peripheral senses didn't mislead you, and I could never betray you to the point of hardly giving you a worthwhile post as well as removing the PS. (so without any further a due. (due what, I don't really know why it's spelled like this, spell check just gave it to me and as naively as a child receiving candy I just went with it)
PS. I just have to say, as old as it gets, I don't know it it will ever change.
Explain? Ah.... no (see what I did there)